Monday 23 April 2012

wants vs responsibilities

assalamualaikum.


i have a friend who is in between two roads.
one, he wishes to continue his studies abroad.
two, he is bonded to a Company.


what should he do?


if u ask me, i've been in his shoes.


i can tell u, it's so suffocating that u live with guilt everyday.


if u ask me, i have a long list of my dreams and wants.
as my mother always remind me, think of your responsibility first before entertain your lusts.!


haha


for me, i took the 2nd choice.


i am bonded for 7 wonderful years --> being optimistic!


i am lucky enough that i got into a department in which i could learn a lot of stuff.


i can travel a lot, meet a whole lot of people and not getting bored with ole same operation.


though i can't pick the 1st choice even the heart craves it the most, i can still be happy with what i have now.


i can spend a LOT of time with my parents. *thankful*
i can eat lots of yummylicious malaysian food. *thankful*
i can go to my long lost friends' weddings. *thankful*
i can expose myself to the malaysian working environment. *thankful*
i can return the favor to the Company which sponsored me for my studies. *thankful*


i guess after the mandatory 7 years, i will be at peace and i can focus more on my dreams :D


i am thankful with all the endless blessings. thank you Allah for everything.


may Allah bless :)